Tuesday, April 26, 2016


Assalamualaikum korang!!

WOW it has been 2 years!!


I met someone, we broke up. Then I met someone again, and we broke up again.

Thats it.


Tuesday, April 1, 2014



Hey yo fellow mortals! How's it goin'? Though no one will answer my question I hope everything's goin' foine.

It has really been a while since I annoy you with my last post, well annoying people just won't stop. I want to annoy you one more time.

I want to write something, but as I am sitting here, in cold, I really don't know what to write. I guess my life is not that happening. I am cracking my head trying to remember or think anything interesting to write. But nope, not happening today. False alarm then. I'll try coming up with something, but since my brain is not, like, working today, I will post some other day.

On a different note, I did annoy you with this post, did I? Yes!! Fist in the air baby!! At least I'm doing something today. I ANNOY YOU.

Dah, Bye.

Monday, October 21, 2013

PSH??!! Apettew??!!

Assalamualaikum yo great people.
Its been months naaa since i posted something. no ideas.. writer's block bak kata omputih.. hahaha poyos.

A few days ago I had a conversation with my dear friends on our job, that is Pekerja/Pegawai Sambilan Harian, and that conversation inspired me to write this post so people would understand perit jerih menjadi seorg Pegawai Sambilan Harian. Let me firstly introduce what Pekerja Sambilan Harian is. I have been working as a PSH for 6 months now so I think I have the general, if not depth knowledge about what PSH is all about and telling u guys about it.

Pekerja/Pegawai Sambilan Harian, or better known as PSH, is a post, in the government sector where people are hired to accommodate the  lack of staffs/abled individuals in the government bodies. Ministries in Malaysia usually would hire people who are desperate for jobs (i.e. me and my friends) to work for the government on a part time basis. Basically, PSH are part timers for the government. We are given part timers' salary, a daily one. Nama pun sambilan HARIAN so the salary would be counted daily. Tapi x bermaksud setiap hari dapat duit, so jangan memandai g mintak budak PSH open table everyday. Kitorg pun dpt gaji sebulan sekali though a little, eh salah, quite later that the permanent government servants.

Seperti kakitangan kerajaan, PSH pun ada level. Ade 3 level PSH, dibezakan melalui gaji yang dapat. Untuk level lepasan SPM (N17), gaji adalah RM54 sehari. Untuk lepasan STPM/Diploma (N32), gaji RM72 sehari, dan untuk lepasan Ijazah dan keatas (N41), gaji RM100 sehari. Nampak banyak tp sikit je sebenarnye sbb kene tolak EPF. Yes, kami pun ade EPF bukan kerja melembu je. ^.^

Tp EPF jelah benefit die. TIADA benefit lain. So, minta jangan dicongak gaji kami dengan menambahkan elaun2 kerajaan. We are not entitled to any allowances, bonuses, claims (except if we have to travel for official purposes) and other benefits. Lepas tu, seperti staff lain, perbezaan level juga membezakan workload kami. Yang 17 akan buat kerja kerani, yang 32 selalunya EO, yang 41 selalunya exec/officer. Kalau kat government sector kira 41 ni satu level ngan pegawai tadbir lah or PSU.

Sebagai PSH, kami mengharapkan staff tetap ni membantu kami sbb, kami pun cari rezeki, tapi, penerimaan staff ni bergantung pada tempat bekerja juga. Ade yang okay ade yang tak. Setakat ni saya dah kerja di dua kementerian yang berbeza, and penerimaan staff lain terhadap PSH berbeza langit ngan bumi. Kat tempat lama saya (wont say any names), penerimaan nye... Nauzubillah. sampai membuatkan saya memandang org kerajaan dengan pandangan yang sama; sangat kejam, sangat talam dua muka, sanggup menjatuhkan sesiapa demi kepentingan diri, dll. PSH dipulaukan, were called names, kutuk depan2, blakang jgn ceritalah kan. Berbeza ngn ministry sekarang ni, penerimaan setakat ni alhamdulillah, pegawai, staff, bosses sume okay. They treat us the same, with respect that we deserved. So, bergantung pada penerimaan staff lain, itu yang akan membuatkan waktu kerja kamu mcm taik ataupun bau bunga.

PSH juga tidak diberikan slip gaji so it is hard for us to own assets. Kita x mampu nak beli aset secara cash, thats y kita kerja PSH in the first place kan, so the only option for us to own something is through loaning. Tapi, slip gaji x dak, nampak tak permainan die kat situ.. Another thing is that working as a PSH, there are risks to get fired anytime. Bila-bila boleh kene buang, bila-bila boleh benti, sukati diorg. So, x de security. PSH selalunya akan still keep on searching for other jobs while working. Sebab, PSH kontraknye 3 bulan je, and paaaaaling lama pun 6 bulan. So, mmg kene sentiasa cari kerja. The only kelebihan working as a PSH is the working hours. Sama macam staff lain. Normal working hours. And a lenient one at that. Semua org tahu mcm mana lenientnye working hours org kerajaan kan, so samalah kami PSH cuma kami x leh over laa maklumlaa PSH kan..

Rasanye tu je kot. So, lepas ni kalau ade antara kawan korg yang keje PSH, jangan lah dipandang rendah, and jangan ckp kami ni hebat pulak. Sebab sama je bukan hebat sgt pun. And jgn expect duit kami banyak sbb kami org gomen. Kami pun cukup2 makan saja. hihi. Okay bai thanks for reading.

 See You Later...!!

Insya Allah. Okay skang nak g buat cerpen nak masuk pertandingan mastika mcm tikah cakap. haha


Monday, March 11, 2013

50 things you might hate about me. TAG YOU!!

Assalamualaikum! Salam 1 Malaysia!!

Well hello there fellow mortals! Doing good today? I hope so because lucky you, I am sooooo sleepy right now that if I am not kissing my boss' assess trying to continue my contract I would be snoring right now (yes, I do snore, apparently, according to my adik).

Since this is the only SNS (that's social networking sites) that is not blocked by my employer, I decided to write something today, or else I will turn into a crazy young-hot women (ignore please).

Last night, I was youtube-ing, watching stupid random videos that does not in any way contributed to the development of my brain (which have not been developed for a while now, i just realized) and I came across this stupid 50 facts about me video tag. and I am stupid so I decided to join in the "craze" bak kata org muda skang. and since I am too shy and too self-conscious to show my ugly face on youtube, I will write instead. (btw, I am currently acting, u know with files all over my desk konon2 buat kerja so that org yg lalu lalang depan bilik I ni akan fikir "Wow, betapa rajinnye budak baru yg agak comel dipandang nih").

This will be a long post, since it is 50 facts, but I might finish it or might not, we'll see. and it will be all about me!!! ALL ABOUT ME!! SO, if you hate me, you can see that X on the right of the this tab, right? click on that and you will forever be free from the hatred. tak start lagi tp dah 4 paragraphs. Sooo let us all hate me.

  3. I really hate politics that i decided that it will be my top 3 facts.
  4. I snore when I am tired or sick.
  5. I don't like to watch thrillers or any scary movies. Especially cite hantu melayu/thailand. but I am trying to watch some now because someone asks me to.
  6. When I watch something, be it a movie, series, dramas, or what have you, I will google it, then I'll google the entire casts. Like a stalker, no?
  7. I have huge crush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Remy Ishak and Jack Douglas of jacksfilms.
  8. I like laying down. Baring is the best medication for me. Stress, baring. Lapar, baring, Ngantuk, baring, marah, baring. I will be a happy happy girl if i could lay down the whole day. 
  9. I read. I do read. I know I don't looked like one who reads, whats with the stupid face, but I seriously do read. At night. Sebelum tido Untuk grammar.
  10. I hate hate hate kaki bodek. So right now I am going against my life principal to never kiss anyone's ass. 
  11. I hate lame jokes. 
  12. I hate people who think that they are funny and make stupid jokes all the time and I hate the fact that I have to laugh to the stupid jokes or I might seen as the evil one. 
  13. I wear my wrist watch on my right wrist.
  14. I am right-handed.
  15. I can't roll my tongue, my abah can, both my adik can, my mak can't. oooooo
  16. I have one mixed-angora rabbit, one pure angora rabbit. = I have two rabbits.
  17. I can't wake up easily in the morning. I hate mornings.
  18. My life missions is to buy my parents a house. a cute house for them. and to get married and to be a housewife. a full time housewife.
  19. When I get scared at night, I will cover my self with blanket, hoping no bullets or bombs or people can get to me.
  20. I have a very very bad handwriting. x seghupo perempuan.
  21. I don't like to exercise. I only swim and do a 5-min yoga. (which I don't think can be called yoga, just me stretching around like cats)
  22. I can't lie to my family. I really can't. I will burst out laughing.
  23. When I eat out, I don't like to use my hand. because then my hand will be smelly all day and I don't like that.
  24. I like being spoiled by. 
  25. Ngada2. 
  26. I like to use this one plate when eating at home. Its my plate. and my family can't use that plate. or I will get mad. (refer to fact no 25)
  27. I forget easily.
  28. Slalu lupa jalan even banyak kali lalu.
  29. I shower really really fast. 5 min je. 
  30. I don't like to be alone.
  31. I get bored easily.
  32. I like shoes.
  33. I have low self-esteem
  34. I can cook.
  35. I can bake.
  36. I can sew.
  37. I can crochet.
  38. I can knit.
  39. I am not an expert for fact no 34-38.
  40. I want to go to Egypt and Istanbul.
  41. I want to go to Bora Bora
  42. I can swim.
  43. I love sharks.
  44. I love whales. I think they are a majestic creature. I love them so much that if I read any news about them stranded and die I will cry.
  45. I want to swim with whales (except for orca) and definitely don't want to swim with sharks.
  46. My English is terrible.
  47. My formal Malay is terrible-er.
  48. I don't like gold accessories.
  49. I like big manly cars. Land Rover, Jeep, Hummer, what have you.
  50. Lastly, I am a very very very lazy girl. 
Fuuuuh. That's it. 50. Soo long. If you are reading this, CONGRATULATIONS!! you just found out some more facts to hate me. Even I will hate me after reading this. but I hope you are not. or do you? aaah whateves. I tag you!! pegi buat skang!! haha. Kbye!

Thursday, February 21, 2013

roly poli poli poli poli politics.

hey ho hello fellow mortals.

i am gonna write about  the thing i hated the most in the world; POLITICS!!

with the upcoming Pilihan Raya Umum 13 (PRU13), i've been observing (yes i am observant, despite the i-don't-give-a-fish face) that so many people, had become political analysts. many predictions has been made; the government will change, this party will win, that party will win this area, bla bla bla. sejak bila ntah ramai org malaysia ni jadi pak nujum, I pon x tau. haha

i don't have any problems whatsoever with people voicing out their opinions. but there are these very very VERY radical supporters, no no not radical per say, but very...what's the word ekh? haaaaa enthusiastic, in the most polite way, enthusiastic supporters.

my father is a government servant. i live in putrajaya, the central administration of Malaysia. i live in a government quarters building. i know a lot of my neighbors who are working for the government but still saying this and that about the government. i'm not saying that every government servant should support the government, we are all hypocrites at the end of the day, but, know your place.

we always hear statements like "people will hear your voice", "your opinions do matter", and "speak out". well, know this; all that are BULLS. no one will hear you. your opinions don't matter. your voice certainly is not loud enough. they will still do what they want. unless you are a significant someone, please just please keep your opinions by yourself. I AM NOT INTERESTED in whatever you are saying about politics. i don't like politics, and i don't think i ever will.

you might think "well syira if you don't like politics so much then why would you blog about it?"

here's why,
in my building, there are all these pakcik who for some reasons always lepak and berborak and never went home and they always talk about politics. i usually don't give a rats ass about what they are talking about, but sometimes it goes beyond limit. and i always like, okay pakcik then why don't you be in the parliament and we'll see how good you are then. according to what you are talking about, it seems that you are qualified enough to be the prime minister. talking about all these "changes" that he would make "kalau aku jadi pm". urgh.

i'm not going to say that they are idiots. that's too far and i am a very polite young lady. but moron is the best word to use i think. dah lah everytime aku turun kau pandang aku atas bawah mcm pervert. pastu sprouting nonsense and taking pride in doing so. lagi elok lah kau balik jaga anak bini kau. ni anak terbiar buat jahat merata rata kau sebok ngn politik kau. seriously morons.

and if that is not enough, i got messages. freaking messages to vote for certain party. pffft FREAKING MESSAGES!!

i know my responsibility. i am old enough to vote, I've registered and can't wait to vote. i know who deserve my vote. there is no need to influence me. I'm not gonna change my decision.

people say undi adalah rahsia so i am not going to tell you who i am going to vote for. but i am pro-government. haha.

my name is syahirah and i approve this messages.

one nation emcees pon dh buat lagu psl mengundi. x leh blah.

jgn lupa mengundi pada yang layak. jgn lupa kwajipan pada negara!


dah, bye!

Monday, August 27, 2012

Swimming, The Dos and Donts-Part 3

this is kinda late, but oh wells.

so, in this post, i will give some tips on after the swimming.

oh, before, i really really want to highlight, again, the fact that I AM NOT A PRO SWIMMER.
these tips are just what i usually do when i go swimming. i've been swimming for 10 years and alhamdulillah, have not drown once.

soooo lets go.

1. after you have swam around, cuci2 mata tgk abang2 ensem x pakai baju, then you have to take a shower. so bring all the toiletries you usually use when you take a shower. this is important as to cleanse our body from God-knows-what (some people did not have the consideration untuk membuang dlm toilet). so take a shower.

2. for the ladies, and guys also, REMEMBER to bring your underwear. i sometimes forgot to bring my underwear, and u know how it looks like when you wear baju kering over a wet bra. urgh... embarrassing.

3. u will be very penat lepas berenang2, so be careful if you have to drive jauh. sangat penat since dh guna our entire body. so be very careful.

i think thats it. quite short. kenapa kene buat separate post pon x tahu. haha

lastly, i urge you to go swim. it is a very very healthy activity. for girls, you would want to have a killer S line body and swimming really help you achieved that. and for guys, the abs. *tergatal pulak

swimming also gives you a healthy lung. even for a heavy smoker. my father smokes and he counter the bads from smoking with swimming. Alhamdulillah he also can jog 10 kilometeres, no problem.

so, that's it. happy swimming. =D
*sesape yg tgl kat putrajaya, if you ever see me at any pools, tp usually kat precint 6, please jangan tegur. saya pemalu. haha

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Swimming, The Dos and Donts-Part 2

well, so much for tomorrow huh?
its 3 months later, proving how lazy i am these days.

this is part 2 of my guidelines on swimming, if you haven't checked part 1, you can go HERE.

this part will mainly be on the subject of WHEN YOU ARE IN THE WATER. the first part is before you are going in the water, so this is while you are in the water. (did i just repeat 'in the water' like a million times?)

lets get to it.

1. okay, after you "wet" yourself, you can go into the water right after. for beginners, it is better to use the "ladders". usually they have it like on every side of the pool. so, if you are scared, enter slowly. usually pools have tilted floor. it usually starts shallow, then goes deeper at the end. the deepest public pools' depth is 8 meter. start on the shallower side first. its the same thing with seas and rivers. ALWAYS starts on the shallower area, then work your way into the deeper area. usually, after i entered the swimming pool, i do a breathing exercise. i don't know if this is the official breathing exercise for swimmers, but it helps, A LOT. the exercise is easy. you hold on to the side of the pool, let only your head above the water, then take a deep breath using your mouth, then you dip your head and breath out using your nose, in the water.then you arise and take a breath using your mouth, and dip your head and breath out using your nose. i hope you can understand this, and you can repeat that for as many times as you want.

2. if you are a beginner, NEVER go beyond your height. if you cannot feel the surface, or the floor with your sole, don't attempt to go deeper. go back to the shallower area, since you can start panicking and it can lead to drowning. but, if you like already "terbabas", DO NOT panic. STAY CALM. first, you have to know where you are and which way leads to the shallower area. then, you turn to that way, and start hopping. like a kangaroo do. start hopping forward, pop your head out of the water to take a breath. and insyaAllah, you will make your way to the shallower end of the area. but if, you are feeling that you are going deeper, and you cannot hop anymore, then still stay calm, and jump. jump as high as you could to grab the attention of the lifeguard, or anyone. jump and shout HELP!. or, you can make a signal with you hand if you cannot pop up your head. you clap as loud as you could, and make like drowning gestures with your hand. that's why it is VERY IMPORTANT to go swimming where there are lifeguards.

3. while swimming, also be very alert. since there are other people swimming, you have to watch where you are going, or you can crash into a stranger and get embarrassed, or worse, drown. so be alert at all times. since some people are ignorant, you have to be the one that is alert.

4. girls, u should be careful of your body. this is also the place where some perverts take advantage. someone slap my butt one time, and i don't know who to point, since there are many people. so BE CAREFUL.

5. if you are in any way feeling tired, stop swimming, go to the side and just relax. you can do the exercise i mentioned above. or, you can just sit there and relax. there are no rush in swimming, except when you are in a competition, obviously lah kan. haha.

i think that's it. or i just went into a mental block state. if there is anything more to tell, i'll update later.

stay tune to part 3. =D